Lame.

Hello readers! Lately I haven't been feeling well. I'm not sick or anything I think it's just my 'mental/emotional health.' I've been feeling down lately I suppose. Everything is good with Edgar and I, if that is what you're wondering about. I don't know. Maybe I'm feeling down because I've been slacking off of drawing. I haven't written much. My creativity hasn't been getting much attention lately. I don't know what it is. I also think that I'm feeling down because, I finally meet the friends that I always wanted, and now they all have to go away to a different school. I've also been thinking about Edgar, which i've been trying so hard not to. I told him we might have to break up next friday. I thought I would be relieved, I'm not. I feel sad about that though I have to tell myself that it's all my fault. This is all my fault, because I don't need a boyfriend at this age. This is all my fault because I wasn't thinking wisely. This is all my fault, because I haven't been giving any thought to anything lately. Well, I guess I only have myself to blame. Next friday I guess I'll have to break up with him, or he'll break up with me. Well, it was great while it lasted, we can be friends right? Next Friday is my birthday (June 11) Bye readers. - Peace, Marie.