Happy Early 4th of July!

Hey readers sorry I haven't been posting! Okay well I'm really tired so I'll get straight to what I did these past days, Well thank god for summer vacation I actually get to relax now! Haha. Well a few days ago I went to the beach that was really fun. Edgar and I are still going out. Heh. Evverythings going smooth so far. So, I've been wanting to get into a hobby .. Well, I decided to learn how to play an Acoustic Guitar! Haha. When, I get the one I like I'll post pictures of it. Bye readers! - Peace, Marie.

Who cares? :)

Hello readers! Sorry I haven't posted in a while but I hope this posting will make it up? :) Okay so today I went to my old elementary school with my best friend Lexy and well I had a blast we've done this many times but I just really like hanging out with her! Well not much has been happening with me and Edgar. We haven't talked for 3 or 4 days now. I think today is the 5th day we haven't talked to each other. And, I know he's not mad at me he's upset about something that happened with his friends. Well, I know he's not mad at me because a long time ago he told me to check out his Myspace and well I decided to look at it now and he still has our pictures up and such. So, if he was mad at me he wouldn't have those pictures up. But, I've been thinking. For the past days I've been depressed. Because of him! And, well people have noticed about my change in attitude. And today I realized I don't need him at all! I don't need him to make me happy. I don't need him so I can talk to him about my problems! I've been so stupid to be depressed over him! I'm really going to stick to my word now. I don't need to be with anyone to make me feel happy. I have my family and my friends! So, you know what who cares? :) And to make up for all those days of being depressed I decided to hang out with my friends more often. I'm barely realizing I don't need to go out with someone to make me feel loved. I am so stupid! But I'm glad I realized it now. I'm not saying that I don't care about Edgar. No no, I do care about him. I just won't be thinking about him all the time anymore. Besides I'm too young to be feeling these emotions! I'm only 13! Besides he's a grade higher than I am. That isn't right at all. So, you know I'm going to enjoy this relationship no matter how long it lasts. I mean we can still be friends. I don't mind I have no problem with that. It's just I tried that before now the guy doesn't even say Hi to me while I try to be nice to him! But, I'll still try it. Okay well I'm going to go. Bye readers! - Peace, Marie.

Oh..thank god!

Hey readers! So, remember I told you about the website I was going to make. Well, I made it! It's only for photography of mine but it explains it a lot more on the website. Though it is not fully completed.http://photographyflash.webstarts.com/
Hehe! Oh, readers..I am so happy. For awhile I thought Edgar and I were slipping apart.Thank god he texted me reassuring that he still loved me. He showed me something too. It was a picture of us that he edited and such! It was very cute. Oh readers but for some reason I can't stop thinking about how alone I feel. I don't know why but for at least a week now I've been feeling alone and such. I mean I know my parents love me. But I've been noticing I've been acting differently to them now. It's like..Well I'm just excluding myself in everything we do. And when I do do this I don't realize it. So, I start feeling very alone and it just bothers me alot. I can't really talk to my parents about this because the last time I did they ended up mad at me and saying that we're all living in the same house..and blah blah blah. But whatever. I'll get over this.. I'm going to be hanging out with Edgar often just to see if that feeling goes away. Okay, well I'm going to go now. Bye readers! -Peace, Marie.

An Idea..

Hello readers! Not muched has happened over the days that I haven't been posting. I was going to hang out with my friend tomorrow but she recently called and said that she couldn't make it because her parents are frustrated with her..Okay I guess so.. So, I might hang out with Edgar or my best friend Nick. Who knows. I would like to hang out with Edgar but I don't know his number so, I usually have to wait for him to text me. And he doesn't have a cell phone so he uses his friends phones or his sister's phone..But anyways, as I said on one of my last postings, I said I would make a website but I didn't know what to do with it. I also mentioned about getting a camera. Well now that I have one. I can practice my photography skills. Hehe. So, once I get the hang of creating a website I'll let you readers know! Okay well I just wanted to keep this updated so I'll post some more maybe tomorrow or some other day. Bye readers! - Peace, Marie.

New haircut.

Hello readers! Nothing much has happened lately. I've still been talking to Edgar so all is good. On Saturday I'm going to be hanging out with friends at my house. So, that'll be fun. I'm hoping my mom will take me to the hair salon to get my 'do' done. I'm just going to have my bangs straight across instead of side swept. We'll see how this comes out! I've been looking for a guitar and I found a nice guitar cheap too! For only 100 dollars! And I have just enough to buy it. (: So, let's see how that goes. Okay well since I don't have much to say, I'm going to go. Bye readers!
Oh P.S. the site meter thing, well that's not the correct viewa i've had on this blog I know i've had more. But. Oh well. Okay bye readers! - Peace, Marie.

Update!!

Hello readers On June 11 I was officially off school! Hehe well for this year ;) But anyways. How have you been? Not much has been happening but my mom and I have been looking everywhere for a guitar that I like. I found one on Sam Ash and it's only 100$ I got plent of money for my b-day which basically makes up more than half of the price for the guitar. I really like it too! So, we might go look at it at a store. Hehe well I guess I don't have anything else to say Edgar and I are still going strong! :) ... Oh yeah... ... I'll tell you readers a story later ;) Hehe. 5 - 25 - 10 Whee! Haha okay well I don't want to drag this anymore so I'm going to go. Bye readers! Oh and I might be getting a new haircut--Oh shoot! I totally forgot! I have this huge scratch on my face and they'll see that.. I got the scratch because well I..fall a lot HAHA! Well I fall so much it doesn't hurt anymore. Hehe. The scratch doesn't hurt. But it does look ugly. Hehe. Well I guess I'll have to get that haircut some other week. Okay well bye readers! - Peace, Marie.

Gifts!

Hello readers! Sorry I didn't post yesterday. I was um, busy... ;) I got so many cool things that I wanted, and guess what. My grandpa got me the iPod Touch! At first my mom didn't approve of it but then she left me a lone and had let me keep it. We've been searching around for guitars for me. I already have it down. I want a dark, navy, blue Acoustic guitar. I decided that I'm going to name it Lady. This is the name that I like a lot because a lot of soft indie music that I listen too are usually girls with their acoustic. So there it is. A navy blue acoustic guitar named Lady. Hehe. Yesterday I went to a party. It was my cousin's graduation. I also got gifts from their too because I didn't see my uncles and aunts. That was awesome. I'm not going to tell you what I got because. Well, for privacy sake. But I am getting an Acoustic guitar and I already have an iPod touch. But I did get a stuffed animal from my best friend Lexy and Edgar gave me a stuffed bear with a bow on it and he wrote me the sweetest, but long, letter! Hehe. I thanked him for it. My best friend Nick gave me some money and a uh, uh, mini skateboard haha. He said sorry because he totally forgot that it was my birthday. I tried giving him his money back but he wouldn't take it. Then he ran off so I couldn't find him! Oh my gosh! On friday I was looking all over the place for Edgar and then one of his friends found me then I found him! I gave him a great big hug. But then something was different he held onto me longer and I had to hold him around the neck, we were on unleveled ground so it was kinda hard to hug like that. Then he asked me.. " Can I get a kiss?" OH MY GOD! I thought he wouldn't ever say something like that to me. To be honest with you I was so tempted to give him a kiss but ugh! There were too many people around! Plus we were not on such leveled ground so I'd have to tip toe and knowing me I'd probably trip. Plus, my lips were chapped! So, it was just not a good time. So I said. "Oh..Oh my gosh -fake laughing- I can't"
"why?"
"I'm nervous."
"Oh..Don't be it's okay."
" I can't i'm really nervous."
"Okay.."
Then he hugged me again. Oh dammit! It was so tempting I would've if there wasn't people watching us (my friends) and if my lips weren't chapped I would have! I'm going to have to apologize to him about that. We'll see what he has to say. Well guys sorry if there was any mistakes I'm really tired so I'm trying to hurry and get to bed. Okay thanks for reading this! Byee. -Peace, Marie.

There's a birthday tomorrow?

Why is there is! Hello readers! How have all of you been? I have came to a conclusion... I Love Daisies. I like how they're big and bold :) Guess what? My Birthday is tomorrow! Tomorrow I will officially be 13 years old! Exciting huh? Well I went out to hit the malls today. I needed to get my best friend a gift because her birthday is the same as mine. Interesting, we're just a like, we always hang out, and we have the same birthday! Hehe. I got her a gift card to one of her favorite stores ;) I also got Edgar a gift card. He got a Hot Topic gift card. I'm going to tell him to hold onto it because they might be having Eminem clothing soon! And he really likes Eminem. So, yay! I also got new clothes. My sister's friend came and met us at the mall and he knew it was my birthday tomorrow so, he told me he would pay for something that I would like and he had bought me a T-Shirt from Hot Topic, I got a Social Distortion shirt! The one that I wanted very much. Hehe. I thanked him a lot. I also got a cardigan! I love cardigans hehe. I also got some big huge Nerd Glasses, look in my profile picture and those are the glasses. Also, if you notice the really pretty Daisy that one was from my friend Fionce that I had mentioned on my '30th Post' Tomorrow is also the last day of school! Oh my gosh. I'm going to miss everyone terribly. But, I need to check if I have a C- or higher in math. If not, no iPod touch for me! :( I will get an Acoustic guitar! My mom also mentioned about getting me a new camera. So, I can't wait for that! Hehe. Well guys I'm really hyped up so I'm going to cut this one short too. Oh and I want to mention that, if I get my guitar I'm going to practice it A LOT. And once I get the hang of things my first song that I wull play will be I'll follow you into the dark by Death Cab for Cutie. Well thanks for reading my posts guys/gals! - Peace, Marie.

30th Post!

Hey readers! Hehe pretty cool huh? 30th post not too bad. Well anyways today was okay, just another boring day. My birthday is in...2 days! As well as my best friends bday! Well, I got a shot today. Not such a great thing... But it's all good! Anyways, I made a list of what I want for my birthday for my parents. And the number one thing I want is an iPod Touch! But...I'm not going to be able to get that. I have to have a C or higher in Math, right now I have a D-... But hopefully my extra credit work that I did will bring my grade up to a C. I had to write a page about Isaac Newton, that was 30 points. And another extra credit was to make a home made dinner and a recipe and I think she said that was 50 points? So, we'll see. My dad told me that I should try asking her if she can raise my grade up at least to a C so I can get an iPod Touch! I doubt that would work but I'm going try...I will... Though, if I can't get an iPod Touch I would like an Acoustic Guitar, that's dark blue or a plain brown wooden looking one. Over the summer I will be practicing it if I do get one! I'll name it definitely. I'm thinking of Lady? I like it. Or..Possibly something else. or Country. or..Something that has meaning to me, not just some random name. Well I don't have much to say so I'll cut you readers some slack and make this short. ;) - Peace, Marie.

Yearbook.

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Fight?

Hey readers! Well I skipped school today (monday) and Oh boy was my mom pissed off! She had actually warned my dad not to let me miss school...but I missed it. Now I'm scared as hell. Haha. That woman is really scary sometimes. She didn't talk to me or look at me when she came home from work. But it's fine, I didn't really see her today because I took a nap that took up the whole day. Now I'm not tired but I'll go to sleep soon. But oh man, she's still going to be mad tomorrow so it's best if I don't even talk to her. Hehe. I know how she works. I mean she's not even mad she's just forcing herself now. She's giving me the cold shoulder. And I know this because she doesn't have the mad tone in her voice anymore. When I was going up to my room to get ready before I go to sleep, I told her. "Okay goodnight, love you." she responded, "Night." So. I know what she is doing. I don't think I can blame her. I'd be mad too. But, It's just I dunno. This whole "fight" is just...Well, I hate to say it.. A big waste of time. It's just that too me this isn't teaching me anything. I'm still going to miss school days. Of course I would never tell her that. I made so many mistakes on telling her that stuff and she oh my gosh, she cusses at me and everything I finally learned not do that stuff no matter how mad I am. Haha. Don't worry she's not one of those parents that hits their kids, or has a short fuse. Damn, now that I think of it. She's really cool. I don't know how to explain it just yet but their will be a time when I know how. Well i'm going to go to school tomorrow, which I don't want to but I am. I actually hate getting over from being sick. Everytime I'm getting over my sickness I get a runny and stuffy nose. I hate it. Does anyone know how to cure that? Or at least make it less irritating? By the way, I'm thinking of making a website. Of what? I have absolutely no idea. Once I'd get a new camera, i'm hoping for my b-day, I might be posting a lot more things. The camera that I use is either my phone or my computer. Sucks but i'll have to accept it. Anywhos, I dropped a hint to my parents that I wanted an acoustic guitar. I have an electric guitar but it just never interested me and I never bothered to learn how to play it. I told them that I want a Dark blue acoustic or plain wooden brown looking one. Anything else is FORBIDDEN. Hehe. Well actually it all depends if I am getting anything for my b-day after the stunt I pulled off today. Well, I haven't gotten in touch with my side but I'm trying. I heard listening to classical music can get your creative juices working.. I tried it. I didn't get anything except for weird thoughts about life. Anywhos, have you guys heard of a website called Pandora? I love it! I always listen to, "Gregory and the Hawk Station." I love all the songs that come on that one particularly station. Basically Pandora is a site that allows you to listen to your favorite band but includes other bands with similar music tastes it's really good! Most of my favorite bands that I discovered were all thanks to Pandora. Just to let you readers know, I do not get paid for the websites that I mention. I really don't. But... If someone is reading this and wants to get their site promoted leave a comment I'll be sure to reply. ;) Haha. Okay well I'm going to go roam around the internet - Peace, Marie. ☮
By the way I'm thinking of getting this hairstyle over the summer looks nice right? Here are the two links for the hairstyle and Pandora.

http://www.pandora.com/
http://besthaircutstyles.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/wavy-hair-styles-11.jpg

Sick.

Hey readers what's up? Ugh, I got sick! Great just what I really wanted. I'm dizzy all the time, my throat hurts, I want to throw up, and not to mention I'm dizzy. Anywhos, tomorrow I have to go to school. I really didn't want to because most of the kids aren't going to be there so it's like what's the point? Now, that I am sick I definitely don't want to go. But of course my mom doesn't believe me so I have to go. Tomorrow, well today, is my Grandpa's b-day. I remember this because our birthdays are June 7 and June 11 so we combined them and made 7/11 and that's easy to remember. Anywhos the Edgar thing.. Well I'm still feeling down about it. I wish I never had to go through this. But, on the brighter side I don't have to go to summer school so that's good. Well on Saturday I went to my two cousin's birthday party. It was okay. I mean at first It was really boring but then later at night it became interesting. Basically I was just sitting with my mom, dad, aunts and uncles. They're pretty funny. Well, my sister returned from her camping trip. She was a little peeved off since she didn't get to gamble. She's 18 so, the casino was probably for people who were 21 or such? Well I guess that's all. Bye Readers! - Peace, Marie.

P.s. You readers need to check out this blog. http://www.farmtina.com/ She's living the life of my dreams! Her blog is really pretty too! (:

Summer.

Hello readers. Well I've been feeling better..A bit. Though, I'm trying hard not to think about Edgar. Well he did say we could hang out in the summer so that'll be okay. Let's see who has the guts to call up the person first! Well I am happy because we got our yearbooks today! Though I could have got a lot of signatures but the staff gave the yearbooks to us at 8th period, my last class. Well, I'm not going to go to school only because a lot of my friends are going to Smith Park or Knotts for the end of the year field trip. Well, I didn't want to go to Smith Park, Smith park is for 6-7th only. Knotts Berry Farm is for 8th graders only. Well, I'm not going to go. I could always get my friends signatures on Tuesday so, i'll be fine then. Though, I have to go to summer school. It's just for fun though, not so fun for me.. But, it is computer animation and photoshop. Plus, the teacher really likes me so she'll be happy I guess. I am so mad at myself. I DIDN'T KNOW MY TWO FRIENDS ARE 8TH GRADERS!! I thought they were 7th! That means they're going away too! I feel sooo... I don't know. Hopefully I won't be missing them too much when it's time to go back to school. Well during the summer I'm going to try to improve on my appearance and style. Lately, I've been feeling self-conscious. So, I'm going to try some new hairstyles, though I'm still trying to have my hair longer so for now, I'll be getting trims for my bangs. Until I find the right hairstyle for me I'll let you guys know. Bye readers! - Peace, Marie.

P.S. I didn't realize that I didn't mention that my boyfriends name is Edgar. Hehe. Sorry if there was any confusion.

Lame.

Hello readers! Lately I haven't been feeling well. I'm not sick or anything I think it's just my 'mental/emotional health.' I've been feeling down lately I suppose. Everything is good with Edgar and I, if that is what you're wondering about. I don't know. Maybe I'm feeling down because I've been slacking off of drawing. I haven't written much. My creativity hasn't been getting much attention lately. I don't know what it is. I also think that I'm feeling down because, I finally meet the friends that I always wanted, and now they all have to go away to a different school. I've also been thinking about Edgar, which i've been trying so hard not to. I told him we might have to break up next friday. I thought I would be relieved, I'm not. I feel sad about that though I have to tell myself that it's all my fault. This is all my fault, because I don't need a boyfriend at this age. This is all my fault because I wasn't thinking wisely. This is all my fault, because I haven't been giving any thought to anything lately. Well, I guess I only have myself to blame. Next friday I guess I'll have to break up with him, or he'll break up with me. Well, it was great while it lasted, we can be friends right? Next Friday is my birthday (June 11) Bye readers. - Peace, Marie.

At Last!

Yes, finally I have decided to post. Hehe. Hey whats up readers? Well, okay I guess I should get straight to the things that happened huh? Okay well I finally know who it is and well I was right. It all started off when we were at p.e. and I was talking to her about well some random thing then she started looking off and laughing a bit so I decided to look and of course he came up to me and handed me a flower and said,
"Will you be my girlfriend?"
SHIT SHIT SHIT! I didn't know what to say and well me and him are good friends and all... then I said.
"Are you serious?" I had a nervous smile on my face.
"Yes."
"Really?"
"Really, I'm not joking." All my god I wanted to punch someone, me , in the face.
"...Okay, I'll be your girlfriend." WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?? I DON'T NEED A BOYFRIEND RIGHT NOW!...Well I decided to see how it all plays out. He handed me my rose and hugged me. He told me that he has more flowers for me but he would have to give me them during lunch. So, lunch came around and to make things less awkward he brought a long katie and her boyfriend. His friends well were saying something in spanish but I only caught a few, like 'hold her hand.' He looked at me and said
"Do you want to?"
I just smiled and I kinda didn't answer. And then his friend, I don't know her name yet. Grabbed my hand and put it in his. Okay so now that we were holding hands he took me to the nurses office and grabbed this huge bouquet, the one that you see in the picture. He held it for me for awhile then handed it to me because my friends were basically body slamming him for a flower and I didn't want him to drop it and break the vase. Okay that was really sweet of him. Now, we're going through this pretty good. Then the next day he asked me 'what do you want for your birthday? You have to choose A teddy bear or chocolates or both.' Then, one of my guy friends said, ' Oh, I'd go with both.' Hehe that made me laugh but I told him a teddy bear. My birthday is on June 11, the last day of school. Then 2 days later he told me I need you to come with me to the nurses office I have something for you. I had no clue what it was and I asked him.
"What is it?"
"Well, it's a surprise. You'll have to find out later."
I was dieing to know what it freaking was!
"Well, can you give me a hint?"
"Okay...It was something that I asked you."
I was like what the hell? What had he asked me?
and then I said, "OHH!! I KNOW!"
Haha about time it took me about 6 minutes to figure it out what it was.
When we went into the nurses office their was a bunch of people in there I didn't know who they were neither did he. Well, he grabbed my present and gave it to me.
I opened it and it was a stuffed animal, which was a Heffalump. And he also bought me chocolates! They were good too they were Russell Stover chocolates. Yum. I got a bit embarrassed because the people in their made those little "Ohhh Ahhh.." Noises So, I told him lets go somewhere else. I gave him very big hugs because I loved my present. So I told him I have to get him something, but he didn't want me too! I told him
"Okay you will tell me what you like or I swear I will bodyslam you."
"Oh yeah? Do it then." And then he winked.
"Er, Nevermind." haha. So I figured he liked...Eminem Where am I going to find EMINEM MERCHANDISE?? If any of you know please tell me! Okay well that's a lot to talk about. Okay well I guess I should put the date we got together. 5/25/10 Okay well bye readers! - Peace, Marie

So much stuff.

Hey readers. How are all of you? Well lately it hasn't been so great. Well to makethings easier to write down I guess I'll start with what happened first.On thursday I went to a Dodger game It was really fun and I got so many pictures of my favorite player (Russell Martin) Hehe. And I ate the best hot dog in the world. Well, the only hot dod I'll eat..the Dodger Dog hehe. Also we went to the vet to get my cat Tommy fixed poor thing. Well anyways on friday my math teacher decided to give us a progress report. On my progress report it said I had an F in math, but I couldn't find that possible. Then I realized she didn't give me any points for a extra credit project that I did. (long story I'll tell you about it later.) So, she gave me my points and now I have a D. Which is kinda okay to me. It means that I'm not failing that class anymore and I got pulled out of block math. Block math is when I have 2 periods of math. 1 period is 45 minutes. Well I told my mom about everything. But, she is not happy with that grade. I can see why of course but I need a C or higher. Reason being, well my birthday is coming soon, (june 11) and June 11 is the last day of school so my mom made a compromise. She said if I get a C or higher I can get the IPod Touch i've been wanting badly. Well okay it seems easy. Though, my teacher she's a load of... and she can't grade well.(that also ties in with another long story.)Well so please wish me luck! Also on friday, I was waiting for my sister to pick me up from school and an 8th grader friend came up to me with her friends and asked me...
"Sooo..do you like anyone?"
"No." I said.
"Oh, well, are you with anyone?"
"No."
"Ohhh..Would you like to get with someone?"
"Uhh... I don't know.." At this point I was really curious of what she was going to say next.
"What if it's an 8th grader?"
"Look, Katie...." I'm in 7th grade and to me that's weird.
"Well, I'll talk to you on Monday about it okay?"
Then she left. What the hell? Okay just to throw some things out there. I kinda have a feeling who it might be. Because earlier that day, I saw him looking sad and all. I went up to him with my friend Katie and Katie asked him what was wrong. I didn't know if it was going to be a really private thing or something so I decided to leave and give them some space. Later on, she asked me if I had a myspace or a facebook or something like that but I told her no I didn't have any of that. So, I asked her why and she said 'Oh, no reason.' Okayy... NOW If it is him I do NOT, DO NOT want to go out with him. First of all, I barely know him. I don't even know his name yet. Plus, for me to trust someone takes me years. My best friend and I have been best friends since 1st grade and basically at 4th, 5th, 6th and 7th he's been asking me to 'get with him.' I still can't even trust him! Secondly he's in 8th i'm in 7th the school year is close to finishing then he'll be in highschool I'll still be in middleschool I don't like that age difference. Third there will be just so much drama if one of us breaks up with the other. So, this is what I secretly came up with, If he asks me, then I'll simply tell him that I already have a boyfriend. Though he doesn't go to my school h goes to my cousins school now. Okay, so this is partly true, only the 'boyfriend' isn't my boyfriend. Hehe. So, basically I'm not lying and if he asks me 'then howcome you said you were single?' I'll simply say, 'because I was curious of what you were going to say.' See? See? I got a whole bunch of Ideas in my head. Now, if it isn't him then... HELL NO I WILL NOT GET WITH YOU I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU!!! but, I'll say that nicely to whoever that other person may be. Well besides all the negatives, me and my mom went to Ralph's for some groceries and then we here someone calling out names and we're like 'who the heck is that?' We soon realize it was my grandpa I was really surprised because he lives really far to be going to the ralph's that we go to. But we soon learned that he was going to the cemetery to visit my grandma (R.I.P.) Today was their anniversary. Okay well I'm going to go and hopefully tomorrow isn't dramatic. Wish me luck! - Peace, Marie.

Flowers in The Attic

Hey readers. Ugh I've been sooo tired. I haven't been getting any sleep lately. for 3 weeks I keep waking up early. For example, okay I go to sleep ay 12 or 1, but then I wake up at 2 or 4 or 5 And It really gets me mad because when I go back to sleep, my dad wakes me up and It feels like i've only been to sleep for at least 5 minutes. It's driving me insane! Other than that, school has been boring as well. In Language Arts my class is watching Diary of Anne Frank. It would be a lot more interesting if we weren't on the same scene for the past 3 days. Well in Language Arts we started this "Diary" Where we tape some items on to the paper and write about it. I thought this would be easy. But then I realized she wanted items that friends have given us. I mean come on.. That's hard. So, i've been cheating and getting stuff, like my bracelets, and putting it on their and saying someone had given it to me. It's not so bad I suppose. Well lately I've been reading a very good book called Flowers in the attic. Oh my gosh! I love it! It's by V.C. Andrews and gosh I dunno I just like it a lot. The movie is WAY completely different from the book. A lot of people complained that the movie sucked and should have never been made. Although, it did leave out many important parts, I'm glad someone made it into a movie. Because, if it wasn't a movie I would have never picked up the book. Anywhos, have you guys listened to this song? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vQVeaIHWWck&feature=related
I like it a lot though I have no idea who it is by. Can someone tell me who it's by? I have a feeling it's by Beethoven... But, just incase, ;)
Also, check out this song,http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vVQ1TCVMlpo
It's a song from one of my favorite movies, Corpse Bride. Lordy Bagordy. I love Tim Burton. Well thanks for reading this bye readers! - Peace, Marie.

Neon Trees??

Hey readers, what's up? Well, I took the Language Arts MMA OH GOSH! I really hope I did okay. It was kinda hard but we practiced so much so it was okay.. Anywhos, oh gosh I hate it when my friends scare me. It just bugs me. For example, a friend of mine likes to scare me and he just gets so happy to see that I do. So, when I'm walking downstairs he pushes me, but then he catches me and pulls me back. I HATE IT WHEN HE DOES THAT! First of all, I don't want him touching me so it's like,'get your hands off NOW.' Hehe, And Second I am going to get hurt..bad. Ah I just wanted to get that out of mind. It's been bugging me. Anywhos, I think I'm going to end this here, just one more thing... Have you guys heard of this band called Neon Trees? Oh My Gosh! I like them. You should listen to Animal. Anywhos, before I forget I'm going to post a drawing of mine and it will be a character out of a Tim Burton movie.. (; Okay, bye readers! - Peace, Marie.

Love...What?

Hey readers. How have all of you been? Well, I've been pretty occupied. So, I'll get straight to it. Awh, Well happy late Mothers day everyone! Hehe. On Mothers day was my grandma's bday. So we celebrated it at my aunts house. It was fun. Well I had fun hehe. I was hanging out with my cousins for the wholetime. Well today is monday and ugh tomorrow we have a test. A MMA to be exact! A language arts MMA. Now, I'm really good in writing...Narratives. Hehe. We have to do persuasive writing. Oh my gosh. I do not do good in Persuasive writing. Anywhos, today at school during art. My friend always talks to me about her problems with her boyfriend. To be honest, I find this completely disgusting. I try telling her that I am not interested in that kind of stuff. To me, it's a bunch of bullsh*t. Hehe. (; She started saying, "Oh, now come on haven't you ever been in love before?"
"No, I haven't. I really don't care about stuff like that." I said.
" Well one day you're going to get married and have kids-" I stopped her right there. Get Married? Have kids? *panics* Love does not compute. HAHA! Yeah right. That's the day I pass my algebra class. HAHA! I know for a fact, she has no idea what love is. I'm not saying I do. None of us do. It's just time being wasted on thinking about that stuff. I told her, "Don't be obsessed with him and trust him, because the day you do is when he'll F you over." She couldn't get that through her head. So, I told her whatever I don't care. Love.. I don't Love, Love hehe. I mean I only love my family, that's the real love I know. Other than that, I believe you just like like someone. Haha. No but really, I could care less I don't know why though. I'd rather go back into my childhood and cry believing that Dragons are real. Anywhos, right now i'm reading a very good book, it's Flowers in the Attic. Bu V.C. Andrews. I really like it. It's sad though, and the grandmother really gets me mad! Hehe. After i'm done with this book and the second one, I would like to read, well.. I have no clue hehe. My mom has been suggesting Gone with the wind for quite awhile but i'm not too sure.. Hey have you guys heard of this song called I'll follow you into the dark by Death cab for cutie? Well Check it out! I love that song. I got my dad to like it. He likes a lot of the songs that I like he really likes the band Linkin Park, Hehe. Well I got to get my rest I might let you guys know how the MMA was! Byee! - Peace, Marie

Bulldoglympics

Oh gosh, hey readers! (: How have you been? Well today at school, we're doing this thing called bulldoglympics. Ugh! The P.E. Coaches are just trying to make this more difficult. So, basically, they posted posters on the walls of the gym and we had to find our name on the list and find what team we were on, okay so it wasn't so bad, my team was okay. I had 2 friends in their so I'm pretty content with what I have. Anywhos, we had to choose a school, a college school to represent our team. Basically the teachers gave us a random college, we got USC. So today I had to go buy some p.e. clothes that represented USC. It is so hard to find plain burgundy shorts. Oh Lord. Why is it so hard to find it when you need it. But when you don't you see it everywhere. Ugh. Anywhos, I went to the mall today and bought a few things. A pair of skinny jeans, a shirt, and a book. I love my book. It's Flowers In The Attic by V.C. Andrews. Right now I'm on page 22 (; I don't want to spoil it for who ever is reading it. Hehe. Tomorrow is my friends b-day party. I'm not going to go. It's just that. She doesn't really talk to me. The only time she talks to me is when someone that she knows talks to me or when she's by herself. Whatever. I'm just going to get her a gift card. I don't want to be an ass or start drama or anything y'know? Hm, Have you guys heard of these songs? I'll follow you into the dark by Death Cab for Cutie. And Snuff by Slipknot. They're really good. Okay, well that's enough for today. ;) Alright bye readers! - Peace, Marie.

Update...

Hey readers. How have you all been? I myself, have not been so great. I recently found out that my friend is in the hospital, I don't know for what though. Supposedly, she's been in the hospital for a while, why haven't I known earlier? Anywhos, so yesterday I had to get my schedule for next years electives, Well I have block math :( Block math is two periods of math. And a 1 period is 45 minutes long, so instead of having 2 electives I now, only have one. :( Just like this year. Well brightside is that my elective is with my favorite teacher and I really love this elective! It's Photoshop, yes the application Photoshop, if you haven't heard of it or tried it. You can download a free trial at adobe.com (: for I think 30 days. It's really fun and helpful. I've already taken a photoshop class, but only in summer school. (: It was fun, the teacher really liked me too. Everyone hated me for that though. ;) For example, one day we were having a party and she gave all of us a handfull of m&m's and I LOVE M&M'S. Anywhos, she said we can ask her for more later on. So I came up to her and I saw that some people were getting more handfulls so when I came up I asked her for some and this is what she said, "Oh you want more? Oh take the whole bag here." I was like OMG lol. I looked at her like, are you serious? And she said, "Go ahead, just take it." I was like SCORE! Haha. That's why it's good to keep close to your teachers and to listen and do well in class. ((: Okay well I'm going to get going. Bye readers! - Peace, Marie.

P.S. Go to http://www.mms.com It's the M&M's Site it's really AWESOME!! :)) No I'm not paid to advertise or anything, but shoot, I will if they want me too! LOL

Done with tests!

Hey readers. UGH FINALLY! I AM DONE WITH ALL TESTS! Hehe. Well for this week. ;) It's been so boring throughout this whole week. All we did was read, watch movie, go to lunch, leave school. Oh my god. BORING! Hehe. Well it was good though, because we got out early.. ;) Anywhos, Monday was our last day for the mile in P.E. Since that's over, I'm trying to get into shape. I just want to lose a few pounds. I've been feeling very, uhh.. Hmm, well I don't know the word to describe it but I'll go with lazy. (: So my mom, sister, and I are planning to go running. We'll see how that turns out! Guess what. June 11 is my b-day! Almost there.. Haha. June 11 is also the last day of school for me, hehe. The school year went by pretty fast. Kinda sucks honestly. I may say that I hate school but really deep down I love it, somewhere.. Haha. Then I'll be thirteen. Another thing that I'm not to excited about is, that my mom she's planning on having this huge b-day party for me. Okay I keep to myself a lot, I don't really like going out with a lot of people, actually I hate going out with people, even if they are my friends. I dunno, maybe I'll grow out of it. But gosh, she wants my friends to come over, my family, everyone. But, I just want to treat it as a normal day. But she says it's an important day of my life. Oh yes, one year closer to death and retirement, Haha. I'm also negative. But one thing that I really do want for my birthday is a real photographers camera, those big ones y'know? I want to get into photography since I already tried the arts and crafts and writing and such. ;)Alright so thanks for reading bye readers! Oh and btw. I will post pictures of my drawings I just don't know when, my laptop's camera sucks, so I'm not sure If I'll get them on soon. Alrighty - Peace, Marie

Miss me? Better say yes! ;)

Hey all, ugh I am so sorry for not posting in a while, it's just that nothing new has been happening you know? Well I think I've had enough time to come up with well tomorrow is that big cst test. Ugh I am, soo nervous I have no clue what to do. And I hope that, somehow I do good. Well my schedule is quite confusing. I have no idea what class to go to, it says, the teacher I have to go to, Mrs.xxxxx, room E103 The thing is that teachers room isn't room E103, it's E204. So, I'm completely nerved up. I think I'm going to go to student support and just ask them about it. Okay, well wish me luck? Hehe. I'll need it tons! Btw. Guess what? I started drawing again, someone came along and just motivated me to continue art. But, I feel that person is now slipping away slowly... Well readers, I'll post up some of my art work tomorrow if I get the chance. Oh gosh I'm glad that I'm starting to draw again, but I stopped writing.. What or who's going to be my motivation for that now? Also, have you all checked out Gregory and the Hawk yet? She's amazing. Try listening to Iron and Wine too. If you like soft voices, then those two must be your solution to finding a good band! Take care. - Peace, Marie.

Has it been long? ;)

Hey readers, Soo sorry I haven't posted in a long time. Just nothing has happened. Basically here's what has happened, well i've been sick this whole week and it's just really annoying. Well anyways. We went to the Pet Expo on Saturday we didn't stay long maybe for an hour, we were all kind of bored hehe, anywhos, then we ventured off to the Swap Meet. Okay I FREAKING LOVE SWAP MEETS. I just love looking at the jewlry. Jeez I don't know how to spell that right, jewlery?, nope okay moving on. Well I got a ring! Yes I love rings, (: Basically it's a little black bow with silver studs on it. I like it A lot, now my Jack Skellington ring started to tarnish, I forget to take it off when I wash my hands, hehe. Anywhos, nothing has happened lately so I'll cut this short. Have you guys heard of this movie called The Outsiders?? I LOVE IT (: Hehe. Well byee. - Peace, Marie

Skipping school, I'm "Sick" ;)

Hey Guys what's up? Oh well Since I haven't posted in such a while, I guess I can't say 'not much has happened with me' Heheh. Anywhos, lets start in a list, then get into detail. 1. My Kitten 2. Skipped School Last Friday 3. skipped school today. 4. The big earthquake bound to strike L.A.
Okay, so noticed how I briefly told you about my newest kitten, Well it seems that we are keeping him! (: I'm so glad I really like the little fellow. His name is Jerry, and I have another cat named Tommy, so it's like Tom & Jerry only it's, Tommy & Jerry. Creative huh? Haha. My sister named him, thinking Jerry was the cat, Hehe. Anywhos it'll take awhile till the other cats get used to him...Or her... Hehehe. Okay, so last friday was this big thing called career day. Career day is, well you learn about careers, self-explanatory. Haha. There are many career options to choose from, but of course they didn't have the jobs I'm interested in. Hah. I would like to be An Author, Photographer, and a Artist. Hehe. Art is a big part of my Dads side of the family. (: Anywhos, since they didn't have the careers I wanted, and I couldn't be open minded, I skipped school. Ah yes, I used that famous excuse, "I was sick." Haha. Pretty good right? (: Well now today,(Tuesday), I'm skipping school again, which I'm not too happy about. My mom felt bad for not taking my sister and I to the Dodger Opening Day, so she's taking us somewhere else. Now, here's the thing. The reason I don't want to go is because I've already been absent. Heh. And my mom doesn't know that, she thinks that this will be the first time I've been absent this week. Hehe. Well Great. I'm still going to go of course, haha. Okay, I'm not sure if you readers live in the LA area well, if some of you do you must know about the "Big Earth Quake" So, I came downstairs and my mom told me, "Sam, you know how Rick has a friend, and he's in Cal-Tech, well the friend of Ricks, advised him, not to go anywhere in the next 48 hours. The big earthquake might hit." OH GREAT! That's nice to hear. Now, here's the thing, you can't know when an earthquake is going to happen, it could happen right now, god forbid it does, but it's just impossible to realize when. Anywhos, reason I wrote this is, GET YOUR SAFETY BAGS READY JUST IN CASE! Hehe. Well that's all for now I'll post later Bye, readers - Peace, Marie.

P.S. I'd like to thank my first Follower! Thank you so much,Imola, It means a lot! (:

Heyy (:

Hey guys what's up? Not much has happened yesterday unfortunately. Anywhos about little Jerry, our new kitten, so my dad told me he got it from his factory, the mom had a litter and they were going to send them to the pound, so my dad said that he 'didn't have the heart to leave him there.' So now I know we didn't find him in the back yard. Dang, I though our back yard was the garden of eden. Hehe. Anywho's I think I'm going to start updating you guys on every other day, so I'll be posting 1 say then skip 1 post 1 day skip 1 day. Y'know? Hehe Okay well I'm going to go bye readers. - Peace, Marie

Cutest Kitten (:

hey guys so again i got off track hehe. nothing happened yesterday. but oh boy today while i was using my computer i got a call and my dad told me to lok out the window and my mom was holding a kitten it was the cutest thing ever hehe im trying not to get my hopes up though so we will see bye guys. -Peace marie. p.s. im using my dsi sry for my mistakes hehe

Tutors.. Blah..

Oh crap. I got off track again.. sorry hehe. Anywhos How was easter guys? I had a blast!Hehe. Anyways sorry I HAD NOT POSTED IN THREE DAYS!!! Well not much has happened soo... :) anywhos my tutor came over today and so on :) ok well i gotta go bye guys - Peace, Marie.

Two things... ;)

Hey guys ugh i've been getting off track haha. Well today is my last day of Spring break then back to hell. ): Well anyways yesterday, I got a hair cut!! Its okay, when I got my hair cut I was embarrassed. It's not bad I love it. Just the lady cutting it was making fun of me. Ugh, whatever. Well its just thinner and more choppier. ;) I'd put a pic but my camera isn't working soo... I can't haha. Anyways today is sunday which I'm pissed about. We had a party, everyone came that was good. MMM! So many goodies. Haha. Anyways this is gonna be short because I gotta do an essay, last minute homework, haha. Bye readers! - Peace, Marie

Doing this Fast!

Hey guys, what's up? I'm doing great. :) I'm actually having a sleepover at my house and like I said i'd promised to keep posting :) Well anyways t least they're not being annoying y'know? Hehe. Anywhos when we we're going to pick them up me and my dad had to go through a checkpoint and I was freaking Haha because sometimes he forgets to bring his wallet which has his drivers license in there so I thought he forgot it but he did'nt so that was a HUGE relief Haha. Anywhos, when we got to their house, his mom didn't give me any bullshit so thats good. Anyways now we are st my house and i, i mean we, have nothing to do haha. My mom and and I went to church since its Good Friday. So i'm gonna go, sorry if there is any mistakes i'm doinh this fast alrighty byee :) - Peace, Marie

Easter

Hey folks, Well nothing special happened today, surprised? Hehe. Well I'm so glad April fools was yesterday! I hate it when It lands on a school day.. Yeah, even middle schoolers are still a bit immature on that, didn't you know that? ;) Anywhos, I thought my family was going to celebrate easter at my house but because of the rain, I don't think we will... Bye, Carne asada. (Hope I spelled that right!) Haha. Today we made brownies, which I'm so happy about. I haven't had them in a while. So, I have a tutor for math and today my dad came home with a candy bag, and he said, "Guess who its from." And I said you? He shook his head and told me it was my tutor. Shoot! I don't know what to get her now. Maybe chocolates? Hehe. So, my mom told me she was going to take me to get a haircut. DUN DUN DUNNN. Oh no, I thought I wanted one but I change my mind I don't wanna go. I don't wanna go. I don't wanna go. Haha. Oh lordy. .-. Well we'll see how it goes. By the way, I need to tell you guys that when I post this I post it really early Like in 1:00 in the morning so that makes 4/2/2010 and usually when I say we'll see how it goes tomorrow. I mean today but later on, get what I'm saying? Okay bye gyes, - Peace, Marie.

Brookelle Bones hairstyle?

Hey readers, so see the picture? Yeah, well her nick name is Brookelle Bones, and I love her hairstyle in this picture, :) See. My mom said I'm going to get a haircut, which i'm not so calm about. But, anyways my hair is already similar to this, just my bangs are a little bit longer and my hair is a tiny bit longer. Well, this is the hair style I actually want hehe. Well hopefully when I do get my haircut it comes out like this! I think it looks cute. But, feel free to leave your opinion as well. :)- Peace, Marie.

Oh, so bored.

Hey readers, how are all of you doing? Well I've been really bored today hehe. Well lets recap what I did today. Okay well soon as I woke up my mom wanted to take me to Joann's (a arts and crafts store) I needed to buy fabric for a math project all we had to do was come up with something that has to have 8 geometric shapes. This is all extra credit I didn't want to do it but It's 50 points for the 4th quarter and frankly, I'm not good in math, haha, so my mom made me. Hehe. Anyways, we found the fabric that we were looking for so we took it in to get it checked. But, no one was at the register, so we came up to this staff worker that was checking out items for this other lady and we asked, "Can we pay here?" And, ugh the lady was so rude. She just pointed where. And I told her, 'But, no one is there." So, she called up someone to the cash register. And purposely I said, "Well someone got bit in the ass today." Only, for her to hear. Then my mom added, "Yeah, they should be thankful they even have jobs." Hehe. That's how we roll. ;) Anyways, then we got pizza and blah blah blah. Heh. Then I decided to call up my cousin. And we just talked until I heard his mom ask 'what is she doing for easter?' Okay, soo me and his mom, HATE EACHOTHER. I Swear this women drives me crazy. She's so, Ugh. For example, One day when I slept over she came up to me and said, "Oh, Samantha what have you done with my boy? He's dressing in black, he listens to this music that I can't understand, he even yells at me now." I was soo stunned to hear that. But, Luckily my sister was there and she was about to leave, so my sister said, "Well I don't know about the first two things, but I know she sure does not yell at our mom like he does to you." I was like. YES! POINTS FOR TEAM MARIE!! ;) She didn't know how to respond so she just laughed. Ugh, for her to be talking like that is very ridiculous, well anyways, I heard her say, " 'Cause I know, since she wants to be all grown up like, and stuff, what is she doing? Because you know she...." I didn't hear the rest of what she said. I knew I was on speaker so I said, "Oh, well you know the news folk said that their was a chance for it to rain on sunday, so we're probably not even going to do anything." Oh gosh. She's the child, I'm the adult. Hehe. Well anyways. - Peace Marie.

Disney Land

Hey readers, well guess what? Obviously I went to Disney Land! Haha. It was awesome. The only thing was my sister didn't come, whatever. It was cool. I haven't been to Disney Land in a while so I didn't remember what it was like then, but now I do. :) Anywhos, we didn't go on any rides... I KNOW I KNOW. How can someone go to Disney Land and not get on any rides?? Well, that would be me! Haha. Okay, here's why. The lines were way to long and I hate lines. Haha. Okay here's the thing, the rides that I wanted to go on the wait was way too long. One of them was a 40 minute wait, another one was a 2 HOUR WAIT LONG. They tried making it seem a little bit faster by saying, a 120 minute wait, haha. But we did go on a tram ride. Haha! :) That counts right? hehe. Anyways, I had tons fun. I bought three items. One of them was a jack skellington pen. It's really cute it has Jack Skellington's head on it :)) The second one is a Jack Skellington ring! It's super cute, it has 5 of his heads but different emotions haha. And Last but not least, My Eyore stuffed animal haha! I lovve Eyore it's cute because, I'm not sure if you're aware but in the little television show and books, his tail comes off sometimes. And they put it where you could re-attach the tail and everything haha. And that's all. :)) It was a really neat day, except for one part, which I'm not too fond of sharing, but lets just say, I had difficulty swallowing, (No, I did not puke.) Think about it. ;) hehe. Well that was my day here are some pictures of the items,

Brain Farts.

Hey readers, today was good wasn't anything to exciting. Well, heres the thing, today my mom and my sister and I were going to go to an Amusement park but, Something bit my sister in the ass today so we didn't go. Haha. She was acting quite selfish and bratty, I mean who doesn't but we didn't know what even started the mood for that. Anyways I'm glad we didn't go today because it was kinda warm and walking around would've made it hot. They say tomorrow is going to be cooler but who knows? Anyways, since my sister was all peeved off my mom and I were bored. After hiding and avoiding electrician workers we went to Dennys. Which made up for not going to an amusement park. Haha. But, anyways I'm quite nervous of going to amusement parks, I hate going on rides, I just like walking around. Also, I'm not good at starting conversation with anyone, I keep to myself a lot. Anywhos, hopefully we do decide to go, with my sister!
Remember reading what I said about making a Sims 2 series? Yep. No progress yet. Haha. I usually build my characters and then BOOM! I'm done. Haha. I dunno, I'm just looking for inspiration, I was watching a Sims 2 video, which I found sad here check out the video, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tbP6D1qPk5Q All credit goes to the maker (not me) haha. I loved it, though felt sad hehe. Pardon me for not having a life. *Smiles* Anywhos, It reminded me of one of my favorite movies, The Illusionist. Have you heard of it? I LOVE IT. (: - Peace, Marie

Fist Posting

Hey, well this is my first posting! Maybe I should talk about what I did today? Hehe. Well I woke up around 9:30 today took a shower and went to the mall. I actually lucked out because I had this gift card that had enough money for me to buy video games. I got two ps2 (Play station 2) Games. Which are, True Crime streets of L.A., And Call Of Duty Finest Hour. I personally love shooting games. Hehe. :) After that I spent the whole day sitting on my pink chair just playing. Oh, life is so grand. Haha. Especially on spring break that is ;) Okay, well here's my creative side talking now.
I was thinking of making a series. What I mean by series is a Sims 2 Series. If you don't know what Sims 2 is, Its a PC Simulation game where you basically make your own avatar, Sim, and play as God. You can control all their needs like a regular human being. Well anyways, on this game they have a built in camera where you can film them doing anything, And creative people have been making such lovely little series. I like this because, 1st I love the game, 2nd I love being in control of things, and lastly I'm basically writing out a story and I love writing stories. Okay, but that was just my creative side thinking. I'm not sure if I'll put it into full action or consideration. But, if I do decide to do this I will let you guys know! -Peace, Marie